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the best of friendsi love the way that everytime you talk to me it feels like it's because you feel like its a requirement, a necessity, and that eventually you'll find someone so much better and all your unwanted interactions with me will be worth while, because they led you to this something-better.
we both know that everytime she looks your way i might as well disappear.
you'd probably like that.

i can't just wait around forever, for you to see that maybe i'm good for you.
that maybe i'm the friend you need, instead of just some girl who will break your heart.

i'm glad i'm ugly, because it meant you neve the best of friends
by ~ruuka-chan

letters from a ragdolldear heart,
will you please stop breaking?!
i'm so done with faking bits of every smile.
i'm finished with pretending like a bit of you doesn't shatter everytime he says something cruel.
nobody ever told us that he was a good person.
so can you please stop believing it?! because between you and him, i'm going to shatter.
love, me

***
dear boy,
please, don't make my heart hurt so bad.
unless you want to watch me crumble? maybe you'd love that? maybe your barbed wire heart would like watching my porcelin one
smash     letters from a ragdoll
by ~ruuka-chan

thoughtsyou make me a better person and i don't think you know that. let's fall in love because i'm selfish enough to want happiness.
you make me laugh when nothing is funny
and you make me smile when i'm being miserable you cheer me up
but you're also the person who make me cry the very most.
you make me bipolar, it must be love. thoughts
by ~ruuka-chan

fairytalesyou make me smile like it's forever;

       you make me laugh like a maniac;

               you make me want to sing real loud;

                       you make me want to dance like a moron;
                             &nbs fairytales
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It's been a while :)

Wed Apr 9, 2008, 2:46 PM

Mood: Mesmerized
Listening to: my mom and her husband making dinner.

I'm still alive, kind of.

My drawing style has been kind of updating itself to suck less.

And thus, maybe some new pictures/character concepts up soon.

I wish I had a working scanner...

On the plus side our camera is working again so I'll get pictures that way.

I continue to fail at photoshop and most digital art.

And I definately don't have the patience for anything that detailed anyways.

I'm too ADD for that.

ohh wow.

I think my mother could potentially be a homicidal maniac one day.

What fun.

Cheers

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Shell of choice: that really cute swirly one =]
Favourite game: monopoly
Personal Quote: "It's like Dr.Seuss rated PG-13"
Tools of the Trade: imagination, pen, paper, keyboard, paint, crayons, brokenhearts, insomnia